who's the boy with the pretty eyes?

killing yourself probably isn't the answer. it won't be so long until we are together. of course i miss you. i miss you in the morning. i miss you when i get off work. i miss you when i go to bed. all day, everyday. i officially fell in love with you while i was in atlantic city laying on the beach. you weren't even there but we talked on the phone and after we hung up i couldn't wipe the smile off of my face. my friends made fun of me. i was glad you creeped your way to sonic that day. i would drive for five hours to eat tots with you right now. you are whipped...but only a little. the flowers in my car were adorable and my bed is way too big for just bitty and i. i wanna learn how to do a kick-flip right now... you are the best boyfriend in the entire world. lindsey and i played sweet'n'low shuffleboard at breakfast today...saturday breakfasts were amazing. i miss your face when you get hurt. it's probably the cutest thing in the world. i miss spontaneous road trips. "you guys know where to get weed in inner harbor?" i miss it all. i'm so excited to keep making memories with you. and for my gift. haha... i love you so much. always. and forever.